The Beauty Who Was Turned Into A Sex Doll

Alma Schindler (1879-1964) was stunning, no doubt about it. She even was called the "most beautiful girl in Wienna". Being such a great beauty she was adored by many men throughout her life. Strangely enough, she, the confirmed anti-semite, who was impressed by Hitler and "his beautiful eyes", had a habit of falling in love with Jews.

Alma, 19 years old

Not only was she beautiful, but she also was talented and made a certain impact in the world of art, music and literature with works of her own. 

Her father was a renown landscape painter, Emil Jakob Schindler, and her mother, Anna Sofie, was an opera singer for a few years. When her father died in 1892 her Mom married the painter Carl Moll which means that Alma grew up in an artistic social setting, thus being able to seep in art at an early age. She herself started out as a composer at the young age of 9.

Alma in her early 20ies

When she was 22 years old she met the 19 years older Jewish opera curator, composer and conductor Gustav Mahler (1860–1911), who fell madly in love with her. Before their wedding, Mahler had her sign some sort of contract that she was to stop composing and devote herself to his art as a (great: Yup, he was great!) composer. At that time she had made c. 100 compositions of her own, but nonetheless she accepted his somewhat weird demand. 

Gustav Mahler 

They had two daughters, but the first one died in infancy. However, the second one, Anna Justine, grew up and became a renown sculptor. True to her anti-semitic feelings her Mom seems to often have called her some derogatory names like e.g. "crossbreed" or "mongrel" because she, having a Jewish father, was a semi-Jew. 

Alma and Gustav Mahler

Well, the marriage of Alma and Gustav did meet with several problems, one of them being her way of flirting with her numerous admirers and lovers. One of these was the architect Walter Gropius whom she married in 1915, four years after Mahler died in 1911. Before their wedding, this new husband had denounced her when he learned that she had had sex with her then husband, Mahler, after their - in his eyes - romantic love affair had started. Something like that was against his notions of true love, and it's obvious that Alma must have been much more down to earth than he was, especially when it comes to sex.

Oskar Kokoschka

Another man whom she made an ever-lasting impression on was the painter Oskar Kokoschka. He was so besotted that when their love affair ended in 1914 he had an "Alma-doll" made, presumably as a substitute for her as a sexual partner. Now, more than 100 years later, there are sex-dolls of all kinds, also over celebrities, for those who want that, but I doubt there were many back then. However, his commission to make this specific doll was so very descriptive that one may suspect that the woman who was to make it, Hermione Moos, was offended by his detailed and very explicit demands. Anyway, the doll she made most certainly wasn't her best and most impressive work, as it looks rather "clumsy" and not at all mirrors the beautiful Alma.

The Alma-Doll, sitting position

Kokoschka obviously had very set ideas of what he wanted: "Yesterday I sent a life-size drawing of my beloved and I ask you to copy this most carefully and to transform it into reality. Pay special attention to the dimensions of the head and neck, to the ribcage, the rump and the limbs. And take to heart the contours of body, e.g., the line of the neck to the back, the curve of the belly. Please permit my sense of touch to take pleasure in those places where layers of fat or muscle suddenly give way to a sinewy covering of skin. For the first layer (inside) please use fine, curly horsehair; you must buy an old sofa or something similar; have the horsehair disinfected. Then, over that, a layer of pouches stuffed with down, cottonwool for the seat and breasts. The point of all this for me is an experience which I must be able to embrace!"

The Alma-doll in a reclining position

It's my opinion that the besotted Kokoschka went too far in a weird sexual exploitation of the woman who had left him to marry her former, but for some time, estranged lover, Walter Gropius. In this marriage she had her third daughter, called Manon (1916-1935). Something which didn't stop her having many love affairs, and in 1920 she left Gropius for the author Franz Werfel (1890-1945), whom she married nine years later. 

Franz Werfel- crazy about Alma!!!

Both Gustav Mahler and many other famous musicians have dedicated their works to Alma. Her personality, charisma and beauty as well as her many love affairs also had a special impact on a modern musician, namely Tom Lehrer. He, who was a more or less venomous singer and entertainer, did his best to give his salty opinion on her sex life: https://youtu.be/QL6KgbrGSKQ?feature=shared

 

https://www.theparisreview.org/blog/2015/02/17/my-fair-lady/

 

https://www.berlingske.dk/kultur/antisemitten-der-elskede-joeder  

 

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Who Was The FIRST/ONLY Mrs JFK???

Yes, Jacqueline Lee Bouvier (1929-1994) was a lovely child, and as she grew up she became an elegant and much admired First Lady, but only for two years: 1961-1963. No matter what, she stayed famous as "Jackie Kennedy", and later as Mrs. Onassis. Somehow, other first ladies after her have had to endure being compared to her as a set model for what a "First Lady" should be. Her marriage to president John F. Kennedy seemed very appropriate for people of her social standing, but it was never alleged to be a passionate "Romeo And Juliet"-marriage as he was reputed to have had many love affairs. 

No matter what, married they were on September 12, 1953, and she was a very lovely bride. Presumably, she was the first wife of the young politician, known as JFK, but that part of the marriage may not be true: According to rumors, legends, and some persistent people who knew JFK and his family well, there had been another Mrs. Kennedy before her, namely the Floridian socialite, Durie Kerr Malcolm Bersbach Desloge Kennedy Shevlin Appleton (1916-2008).

 Durie

Jackie Kennedy was lovely and also impressive in all her elegance, but I think that this, not quite as pretty face, signals something much more vivacious and adventurous that the famous First Lady was lacking. In my opinion, Durie looks like someone who might be a handful - which she was. When JFK presumably married her in 1947 he became her third husband, and she was his first wife. The Kennedy biographer, Jerry Oppenheimer, found that the marriage was a drunken escapade of the two young people, but it's a somewhat mysterious affair, also because Durie refused to talk about it. 

The legend goes that the ambitions of JFK's father had always been to see one of his sons as the president of the USA. That being the case he found the marriage to Durie an "ambition killer" because he didn't think she, being divorced twice, would fit the image of a "first lady". It seems that he - or, as some say, one of the friends of JFK - had all the records of this not-so-appropriate marriage destroyed, but that rumor has given vent to new mysteries: Was JFK divorced from Durie when he married Jackie, or was he in reality a bigamist, thus turning Durie into the first and ONLY legal Mrs. JFK? The wedding to Durie may have been for a lark, but that doesn't turn it into a joke if there are legitimate records of it. As it is, now it lingers as a mix of rumors, slander, mystery, and some kind of a bad joke.

That said, nothing much has been done to investigate what happened to Jackie's fiancee - and yes, she was engaged to get married before she became the bride of JFK ....

https://www.findagrave.com/memorial/181930599/durie-bersbach_desloge_kennedy_shevlin_appleton 

 

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3154984/Was-JFK-bigamist-eve-Jackie-Kennedy-s-86th-birthday-mystery-president-married-Palm-Beach-socialite-lingers.html 

 

https://www.pastfactory.com/icon/what-everyone-forgets-about-the-kennedy-family/ 

 

https://time.com/archive/6873179/the-press-an-american-genealogy/ 

 

https://www.theatlantic.com/past/unbound/bookauth/nov22.htm 

 

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SEX On The Brain

 

Jimmy Savile (1926–2011)

Who was he? I was surprised to see his biography in some old notes, but then there have been - or are - so many rapists and serial killers out there that it's quite impossible to keep track of all of them and their many victims. Also, strangely enough, some of them, although being totally demonic weirdos, get forgotten by the public because they don't have the superficial charm and "aura" of e.g. a Ted Bundy. A fact that speaks volumes about us, the non-criminals, who are also a special kind of "consumer" of all the grizzlies of murder and all kinds of violence: A lot of people - me too when I'm out to seek information about the intricacies of society - buy books, magazines and watch documentaries about these criminals "for fun" and entertainment. 

As to the Englishman Jimmy Savile he is even more special than the American "charmer", Bundy, because he too had charisma, and although not as good-looking as him, he got a career out of it as a beloved media personality. What's more strange is that not only was he admired and sought out by powerful people like e.g. Margareth Thatcher, but he was also knighted. 

Famous, beloved, knighted and ALIVE without any threats of the conviction and execution Bundy had to endure: Savile was never caught although the numbers of his victims are estimated to be c. 450-589 - some say 1000! How was that possible? Well, he was a famous and beloved television personality and with that kind of "shield" he seems to have been protected against suspicions until a year after his death in 2011. At that time rumors about his many sexual transgressions were heard, and in October 2012 a formal inverstigation was started. One of the conclusions was that over 50 years Savile had assaulted victims aged between 5 and 75 in NHS hospitals, some were paralyzed, others were dead. The gender of his victims wasn't important to him, he didn't discriminate, but targeted males and females alike, as well as adults and children. His key to these victims was his job at BBC as well as his charitable work for The National Health Service.

For several years there had been rumors that the bachelor Savile was into "little girls". In an interview he said that he actually didn't like children, and that the girls gathering around him did so because he "knew the pop-stars they admired". However, the rumors persisted, and some even were broadcasted in newspaper articles in "The Sun". Still, he was never prosecuted. Many may have seen him as an innocent man being harrassed by some "bad people of the press".
 

However, after his death an ITV-documentary, "Exposure: The Other Side of Jimmy Savile", was made public. Thus it was made known that the rumors were true, and that the popular "cozy-uncle" in reality was a sexual predator of people of all ages, both sexes, dead or alive.

Jimmy Savile's ornate black granite headstone only stood for 19 days. Following awareness of his abusive past, it was removed, during the night of 9–10 October 2012, at his family's request "out of respect" to public opinion and others buried in and visiting the cemetery. A cafee which were named after him had its name changed, and The University of Bedfordshire stripped him of the honorary degree it had awarded him. Many others who had loved him enough to name something after him chose to have it renamed. What he had had of fame and renown before his death turned totally "sour" when he died. 

 

https://news.sky.com/story/thatcher-pushed-for-jimmy-savile-knighthood-10439997 

 

https://www.bbc.com/news/entertainment-arts-19984684 

 

https://www.netflix.com/dk/title/81520549 

 

Britannica

 

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When Money Is The Issue

Yup, that really is a very weird phenomenon, and it seems that all kinds of earnings are into it: Born as slow tortoises, money somehow change into fast-moving rabbits

I have to admit that I don't know all that much about the intricacies of the monetary systems of this world, but part of it, like e.g. the American TrickleDown-theft that has been going on for 50 years or so, always makes me fume with indignation. It's totally respectless of the American people who are not billionaires. The "logic" of it has been disproved over and over, and still the idea that poor people experience positive effects when rich people get richer, e.g. by an insane taxing system, and spend more money has not been kicked out as the lie it is.

I often ask Americans on the websites I visit WHY they don't get rid of such a ridiculous and unfair system, but I've never got a good answer to that question. In Europe we pay taxes to secure the common good of the countries where we live as well as ourselves as private citizens, but not so in the USA, why? It's crazy not to tax billionaires more than they are being taxed now, but instead target the "common folks" who thus may end up toiling for those who have the money they themselves lack for food and housing.

tRump being tRump something like this - and there is much more - doesn't really surprise me. I'm disgusted, but not overwhelmed with feelings of surprise at this "knife in the back" of the ordinary, (very, very often) hard-working people of America because that's what the detestable and, in my opinion, criminal TrickleDown-system is about: Exploitation. 

TrickleDown is a TRICK to make the money of the poor end up in the pockets of the rich, where it stays untouched by The Internal Revenue. Weird, to say the least ....

I published some ebooks (KDP) on Amazon last year, but I unpublished all of them over my indignation of this and other "smart" systems. It was a weird feeling to press the unpublish-button, but it had to be done .... These are some of the books, as there are more.

 

 

 

 

 

https://dictionary.cambridge.org/dictionary/english/trickle-down 

 

https://www.law.georgetown.edu/denny-center/blog/reaganomics/ 

 

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When Princesses Have Had Enough!!!!

 

 

It's very understandable that all those fairy tale princesses have had enough, but why do they take it out on Alice??? I think I know the answer to that: Being set up as images of patriarchal "dream girls" left most of them sort of "glued" to the spot without nothing else to wait, wait and WAIT for that damn, slow prince they had been told would "find and rescue them". Before he did, they were not allowed to do anything, but looking their best - whatever that is - and maybe also console themselves with too many sweets, thus ending up being even more "glued to the spot".

What else did she have to entertain herself with, but fattening and unhealthy food? Well, those animals who befriended her had their own life to see to and couldn't always be at her beck and call.

And then when that prince came, he turned out to be a thorough imbecile - actually a man-child or maybe even a clown! How could someone like that be "the man of her dreams"???? Had she not been living her dull Cinderella-life, she wouldn't have considered anybody like him, handsome or not.

I agree 100% with trick-corr-treat: She would have been better off without this weird prince. However, the myths, the legends and fairy tales tell little girls that someone like him is necessary to change their lives for something better - or just to get moving from that dull, prison like castle or tower. What use is it to let one's hair fall down to the ground like with Rapunzel when one is not allowed to follow it? It may look impressive, but to whom? That prince who has come to "rescue" one? What if Rapunzel doesn't like him, or he has a thing for brunettes, but not for blondes?

Yup, I fully understand why all those fairy tale princesses may be envious of Alice because they feel that she is allowed to live life to the full whereas they have to stay put until they are being "rescued". Just think of all the interesting persons she encountered when she entered that rabbit's hole!

 

It's not fair to take their envy out on Alice, but I must admit that I understand all those frustrated princesses. The boredom they endured must have been killing!

 

 

Stepmom of SnowWhite

 

Come on, take a bite, eat my apple
nothing to fear, I guess
or if so, you had your time
taken out of mine, that is

yes, you had it all, dimples and peach skin
however, youth only lasts until the apple works
then old age reigns again

Had I been a loving mother, I would have warned you
against Father Time, the executioner, torturing and killing
all the time tic-tocking beauty and youth into oblivion
lucky you, being saved from that by me

However, laid bare to whatever "prince" who comes by

As it is, my snake's-heart brewed a poison
all for your dimples and peach skin
some for my old age and waning beauty
everything else for my love of my mirror
what came first is me, once young and innocent
a snow-white lily with a touch of vampire blood

The Rape "Game"

 

Now, what is this? Could it be a pamphlet AGAINST rape, warning men that that fantasy they have about abducting, binding, torturing, raping and maybe even killing women is not good for either them or said woman? Naaahhh, the wording is more like "have fun, doing sexy acts with "party girls" (whatever that is)"

As we know, Erotic transference is quite common. Many (?) women may dream of a situation like that, but how many - and whom - have acted out that fantasy? Almost nobody, whereas countless men have acted upon their fantasies of empowering women who somehow "tickle their funny bone", so to speak. Actually, these women may not even notice them, but that isn't obvious to the men who are caught up in fantasies of "girls lusting for their body". 

I would say that this particular case may look like a joke, but it's anything but funny if red under-wear is being seen as a sexual invite because of the color. After all, there is a reason why underwear is called under-wear: It's not being flaunted unless the clothes covering it is being ripped off. Not even if the rape victim had been stark naked, it would be an invitation to just everybody who might have a fantasy of her or someone like her. Men's fantasies don't oblige her in any way, just as her fantasies don't oblige them.

Even serial rapists and/or killers like e.g. Ted Bundy have said that porn sent them headlong into those erotic transferences of a non-violent and non-criminal sex urge into dreams of acts that grew more and more wild with the actual experience of rape and murder: The more women they raped and killed, the more they needed this stimulation to get sexual satisfaction. Without that, they were left with those "blue balls" all of them hate.

 

In a Patriarchy, girls are being taught from an early age that they should behave in a certain manner not to provoke the allegedly predatory male sex drive. It may be wise in certain cultures, but it shouldn't be necessary. However, new tricks are appearing everywhere, and it's annoying that women and girls aren't safe when they go out to have a drink or more. I'm glad to know that some bars, etc. see the problem and do their best to help the women.

 

 

https://www.eurekalert.org/news-releases/590549 

 

https://medium.com/@russellhowell86/mens-sexual-fantasies-26930278d8c5 

 

https://boobytrapec.blogspot.com/2024/06/blue-as-balls.html 

 

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